whistling in the dark

energy shifts

every time i think i'm doing better, i feel myself slip. yes, yes, healing isn't linear and if i zoom out i'm honestly thriving but on the day itself? yow. after the socializing of last weekend across 2 airports and 3 malls and multiple friend groups to the silence of this weekend, i don't really know what to do with my body other than go back to sleep. i've been simultaneously inspired to cook while only eating whole avocados and calling it a meal. vegetables languishing, i need to do better by them!!